Friendships...

"Happiness isn't always big, sometimes its really really small, you just have to keep a lookout for it and grab it, cuz otherwise it will just pass you by."
          -B.S.


I have realized that I need to take time out of my day and sit back and take in everything. Just take a deep breath and be thankful for the friends and family that have been brought into my life. I don't think I quite treat people as well as I should, and want to change that and be a better person. I want to be less stressed and have a better outlook on everything, not so negative. Its hard to be completely positive all the time when I feel like life is throwing me lemons and I am clueless on how to make lemonade with them. Or its raining cats and dogs  literally and every single one falls on me crushing me..... How do you completely change how you think to be positive and get back to the cheerful bubbly person I really am? 
I have been so inspired by how my friends and family have handled situation that they have been put in that it inspires me to be a better person, to treat people better, to have a better respect for myself and gain confidence, and just overall make an big improvement. 


People that make the effort, make you smile, and show that they genuinely care and are there for you. THOSE are real friends & they are hard to find. Once you find one (or two) DONT ever let them go. It says something when I am afraid to graduate because I won't get to see them every day or talk to them all the time like we have done for 3 or 4 years.... I don't want that change in our routine, of meeting at our cars all parked next to each other between classes, or making coffee runs, or walking to classes together. Those are the things that I love and just the fact that they are always there for me, even when things get tough and we all want to kill each other. At the end of the day, I know they will be my friends & I owe them everything for that.