Monday, October 31, 2011

Just a thought...

I want to solidify as an artist and show that as I grow as a person and make mistakes and learn from them, I'm going to grow artistically.
-Eminem


So what does this say to you?

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

If life gives you lemons.....

stick them down your shirt and make your boobs look bigger :]

I have come to realize things are not ever easy. In the past month I have really been through a lot and as my mom said, "God wouldn't throw all this at you if you couldn't handle it. He obviously has big plans for you and needs you to be strong and stand through anything thrown at you." The amazing thing is that every time my Mom has said this to me, it has always proven to be true. So I am curious & very afraid of what life changing or crazy experience is going to be thrown at me...

ON a funny/amazing note:

Having friends is one of the greatest things and true friends are even better.

A friend said:
"Other ppl notice! They just don't say it, which is rude. Its like if you made a really great meal and everyone asked for second helpings but no one said how great your boobs looked. Its like that."

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Friendships...

"Happiness isn't always big, sometimes its really really small, you just have to keep a lookout for it and grab it, cuz otherwise it will just pass you by."
          -B.S.


I have realized that I need to take time out of my day and sit back and take in everything. Just take a deep breath and be thankful for the friends and family that have been brought into my life. I don't think I quite treat people as well as I should, and want to change that and be a better person. I want to be less stressed and have a better outlook on everything, not so negative. Its hard to be completely positive all the time when I feel like life is throwing me lemons and I am clueless on how to make lemonade with them. Or its raining cats and dogs  literally and every single one falls on me crushing me..... How do you completely change how you think to be positive and get back to the cheerful bubbly person I really am? 
I have been so inspired by how my friends and family have handled situation that they have been put in that it inspires me to be a better person, to treat people better, to have a better respect for myself and gain confidence, and just overall make an big improvement. 


People that make the effort, make you smile, and show that they genuinely care and are there for you. THOSE are real friends & they are hard to find. Once you find one (or two) DONT ever let them go. It says something when I am afraid to graduate because I won't get to see them every day or talk to them all the time like we have done for 3 or 4 years.... I don't want that change in our routine, of meeting at our cars all parked next to each other between classes, or making coffee runs, or walking to classes together. Those are the things that I love and just the fact that they are always there for me, even when things get tough and we all want to kill each other. At the end of the day, I know they will be my friends & I owe them everything for that.